Monday, June 20, 2011

A Bitter Harvest?

In every relationship, every day you harvest what you previously planted and plant what you will someday harvest. When division and acrimony take place in a relationship, we aren't experiencing mysterious difficulty. No, sadly, we're harvesting what we've sown. In this fallen world, where we're always sinners in relationship with sinners, one of the most beautiful and protective things God calls us to is forgiveness. But forgiveness doesn't always look beautiful to us. Sometimes holding onto a wrong seems to us to be a better way. Isn't it amazing that we who rest in and celebrate the forgiveness we've been given, find forgiveness often difficult and unattractive! Forgiveness and unforgiveness are not neutral; each plants certain seeds and each produces a certain kind of harvest. So it’s important to consider the relationship-damaging stages of the harvest of unforgiveness. I am deeply persuaded that many, many people are in some way following this path and many of them don’t know it.

1) Immaturity and Failure

Not only are all people in relationships sinners, but most of us live in our relationships all too casually and naively. Often we really do have an immature attitude toward the relationships in our life. Because of this we do dumb, selfish, sinful things - things that none of us thought the other would do. In our surprise and hurt, we give way to accusation, blame, judgment, and punishment rather than to honest confrontation, confession, and forgiveness. What we fail to realize is that not only are we responding poorly to the present moment, but we’re beginning to set the direction of the relationship. Each selfish act followed by a bitter response, damages the affection and loyalty we have for one another and the unity and respect we are meant to enjoy.


2) Falling into Comfortable Patterns

Since confrontation, confession, and forgiveness are all hard work, it's easier to give way to lower urges. It‘s easier to harrumph and walk away, to rehearse in your mind the other’s wrongs, to compile your list, to yell in anger, and to level a threat. So many people allow themselves to fall into comfortable but relationally destructive patterns. Meanwhile, the affection and respect between them is weakening, and the distance between them is widening.


3) Establishing Defenses

Rather than hope and courage growing as the result of a healthy relational lifestyle of honesty and forgiveness, many people learn how to construct walls of defense against each other’s irritated accusations. And we soon learn that the best defense is an offense, so we tackle the increasing criticism of the other by reaching into the list we’ve compiled and remind the other how imperfect he or she is and, therefore, how difficult it is to have a relationship with them. This combination of self-righteousness (convincing ourselves that we are not the problem) and accusation (telling the other person that he or she is the problem) precludes relationship. We're not standing together seeking to defend this relationship against attack. No, we’re viewing each other as adversaries and throwing up walls of defense against one another.


4) Nurturing Dislike

Because we’re allowing ourselves to meditate on what‘s wrong about the other rather than celebrating the good God has done in and through him or her, our perspective becomes increasingly negative. Since human beings don’t live by the facts of their experience but by their interpretation of the facts, this globally negative assessment becomes the interpretive lens through which we begin to see all that the other person says and does. So what we once wouldn’t have seen as negative, we now interpret as negative. I have counseled many people, who once had great appreciation and respect for one another, who simply don’t like one another very much anymore. If fact, I’ve had people say to me that it’s hard for them to look back and remember when the relationship was peaceful and good.


5) Becoming Overwhelmed

At some point, being in a relationship with someone you don’t like very much and feeling the need to daily defend yourself against attack becomes very exhausting and discouraging. The same offenses are taken and the same accusations are leveled over and over again. The same debate over who’s the harder to relate to happens again and again. You come to the point of dreading seeing the person and you avoid it if you can. You walk on eggshells, wondering when the next bomb will drop and shatter what little peace is left.


6) Envy of Others

It’s hard when you live like this not to look over the fence or across the room and envy relationships that seem to have everything you don’t. And when you do this, it's tempting to doubt God’s love and wisdom when you feel that you’ve been singled out for difficulties that others aren’t facing. Comparing your relationship to the distant, airbrushed public persona of another relationship is always dangerous but particularly destructive to a relationship where day after day you're already not giving yourself much reason to continue.


7) Fantasies of Escape

If kept alone, unforgiveness always seems to lead here. You’re angry, hurt, and overwhelmed. You don’t really like the other person very much, and you don’t look forward to the times when you’re together. You feel overwhelmed and smothered. You tell yourself that you’re the daily victim of the other’s sin. You can’t imagine that the other person is really going to change. It all seems impossible, so you begin to fantasize about escape. At first, it’s just the unrealistic daydreams of the tired, but it becomes more than that. The road between fantasy and obsession or fantasy and resolve is often not very long. You’re in a place of being very susceptible to walking away; allowing this relationship to be yet another casualty in your relational history.

You may be thinking, “Wow, Paul, that’s a very bleak picture!” Well, I would ask you this: do you have a relationship in your life that’s moving or has moved down this pathway? The God of forgiveness and grace enables you by his forgiveness and grace to live in relationships of forgiveness and grace. By his grace you can plant seeds of forgiveness that grow relationships of appreciation, respect and love even though you're always in relationship with sinners. By God's grace you don't have to lug yesterday's hurt into today's relationship. Jesus died, not only to forgive you, but by his sin-conquering death, to enable you to forgive others. By his grace reconciliation and restoration really are possible. He really is the Prince of Peace.

7 Comments:

At 12:31 AM, Blogger Living on Less Money said...

This was exactly what I needed to hear today. God bless you for it.

 
At 2:47 PM, Blogger Eileen said...

This is an incredibly good post. When we choose not to forgive...it causes such a ripple effect. It can be very subtle and if we are not careful we find ourselves at #7. Thanks.

 
At 4:37 PM, Blogger rdsmith3 said...

Paul,

I always enjoy your articles and books.

You said:

In every relationship, every day you harvest what you previously planted and plant what you will someday harvest. When division and acrimony take place in a relationship, we aren't experiencing mysterious difficulty. No, sadly, we're harvesting what we've sown.

In some relationships, isn't it possible that we're harvesting what other people have sown? For example, if a spouse had been abused as a child, we might be experiencing some of the fallout from that in the marriage.

 
At 7:16 PM, Blogger Tracey said...

Guilty as charged on #7...I am right in this place with my Dad's third wife.

I am forgiven and free and I need to treat her the same way.

 
At 8:40 PM, Blogger Reidster said...

Dr. Tripp - I am currently preaching through the Lord's Prayer (Matt. 6) and have spent the last 3 weeks on forgiveness with one more to go. Might I have permission to reprint the 6/20 blog post for our folks? It will be done with proper attributions of course.

Thank you for your ministry.

 
At 2:11 AM, Blogger Eternal Harvest said...

This is a really good post. It sets out clearly how relationships can deteriorate...you wrote,

"What we fail to realize is that not only are we responding poorly to the present moment, but we’re beginning to set the direction of the relationship."

Forgiveness turns the direction of a failing relationship!

Wow. Thank you so much and God bless you.

 
At 3:38 AM, Blogger suzer said...

I really appreciate this outline and content! I am happy to have these areas highlighted to work on avoiding, but I am curious now how to nurture/practice "honest confrontation, confession, and forgiveness." Any further words of wisdom? Thank you much!

 

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